Mum, Months Later

It has been several months since mum passed. It is still such a surreal feeling. I will randomly think about her and just be hit with waves of sadness. Even writing this (and I have clearly written very little) already brings me to near tears. I also find I am brought to near tears when I am watching movies or tv shows that if there is a scene of like parents and their kids reaching some understanding or a parent dying. This happened a bunch while watching Turning Red.

I will stop here for now before I burst into tears.